dot dot dot

have a few things to jot down, 

so i better hurry up or else i'll end up forgetting what to write (as usual)

so, here it goes :D

1. thanking mom for today. hehe. :D

it was awesome (minus part adib mengamuk) 

2. the weekend was awesome, too.

:D

a'famosa water world is...well..okay.

we had fun that day.

splashing here and there altogether with adib.

but heck,

the facilities are real bad. 

hehs.

3. currently re-reading HP and the deathly hallows. hahah. it's not that i dun haf sth better to do.

tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....i can't resist HP. i just can't. hehe. at least it'll keep me busy for a couple of days. or else i'll end up sleeping real early. as a friend of mine said, it's so not like me. hehe. well, changing for good. who knows, eh? :D

4. ignoring the facts that next week is the start of my fifth and, em..last sem. T__T really needs to put up the hard works. for real, okay? :|

5. adib is getting more and more adorable everyday. hehe. :D and he's getting better with computers too. haish. kids nowadays. aren't they getting way too advanced? for god's sake, he's barely two! T___T

(okay, taboleh trime fakta yang kakak kakak dan abang abang die kenal komputer mase dah masuk tadika)

okies. 

nothing else to jot down, so far.

:D

have a good day :)

dead end.

do i have any choices left? 
no.
then i'll just go through it, i s'pose.
but promise me one thing, will you?
stay with me, 
and help me get through this till the end.
cs i dun think i can do it all by myself.
please? :(

....in denial, still.

haf no idea how to overcome THAT.

*sigh

oni today i haf the gut to....u-know-what bi'ah.

tade jodoh :P

um,

xde jodoh rezeki la kot.

bia la.

malas da nk pk

[ceh,, mcm ape jek :P]

nnt2 lpas final la aku smbg balek.

da kecik ati neh.

ngahahah xD

fakta atau cereka?

hmm. kenapa sesetengah manusia sgt2 hipokrit? 

how can they live with all those lies?

dpn org tertentu mereka berpura-pura baik hati.

pemurah, mengambil berat perihal insan lain.

di belakang org tertentu itu pula,

tanduk yg sekian waktu tersembunyi muncul menampakkan diri.

mencucuk jarum menabur fitnah,

merosakkan kehidupan insan lain yg langsung tidak pernah terfikir utk bermusuhan dgn mereka.

merosakkan hubungan yang sekian waktu terjalin erat.

setelah helah terbongkar, kemaafan dipohon. demi menjaga imej katakan.

agar diri mereka itu tampak baik, tulus ikhlas ingin memulakan hidup baru

tanpa persengketaan yg mereka sendiri wujudkan.

selepas itu, masih lg tanpa pengetahuan org tertentu itu,

fitnah dicanang kembali, merasuk insan2 yang buta menilai kebenaran,

taksub utk mempercayai dongeng mereka yg entah benar entah tidak.

sekali lagi insan lain terpalit fitnah, dimusuhi insan2 yang buta itu.

anak-anak tidak berdosa ikut same dlm pertelingkahan tidak berpenghujung.

saling bertemu tidak bertegur sapa. kekok mungkin.

lama kelamaan mereka itu fikir barangkali insan lain telah lupa ceritera lama itu,

lantas berbaik-baik kembali, ingin mencucuk jarum secara halus lg, mungkin?

biarkan. insan lain memaafkan, tetapi luka yg ditoreh pastinya berparut bukan?
silaturahim disambung kembali, tetapi insan lain berhati-hati kali ini.

tidak mahu parut itu berdarah kembali.

once ppl hurt us, it is not easy to forget it.

kan?

cereka ini ciptaan semata atau fakta yang dicerekakan?
terpulang tafsiran kalian.

and i don't expect you to understand this if you don't.

tagged by NISA xD

hmm. nisa, aku berhempas pulas jwb neh.

hehe xD

smbil selak2 midnight sun 

[twilight from edward's point of view]

yg tlh selamat aku donlod.

thx to hajar sbb bgtaw kewujudan MS ne :D

oggayh. tag begins! :P

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag.

the ans --->

1. dah copy dah. (:

2. cik nisa yg merupakan jiran dpn bilik cum classmate 

    she's a very nice plus kind-hearted one. (:

    andd, she's very diligent [langet ngan bumi la ngan aku ne. huahua]

3.10 hobby or fact eh? bisa di atur :D

   - reading!! eheh. i'm soo addicted to things called BOOKS xD

   - net-addicted kot. haha :P

   - salu konfius diri sniri suke kaler ape. *shrug* 

   - seorang yg sgt suke squeeze bdk gemok :D

   - kdg2 gelak kat bnd yg ppl x consider lawak pon. er. i am an ALIEN btw.

      hek :P

   - sayang same 4 kanak2 yg ade kat umah 

     [iffah, u're SO included in this 'kanak2' term oggayh? xD]

   - sbb aku kaki buku, [err. wujud ke term ne? hek] aku akn marathon sesebuah buku tu smpai habis. so plg                     lame pon 2/3 ari je. plg lame aku bce? PRIDE & PREJUDICE. pening ouhh!

   - nk lgu baru utk disumbat dlm cik mp3 tp mls nk donlod. salu mengemis ngan org je. haha xD

   - suke balek uma. xske balek INTI karipap lemak berkrim

   - seorg yg senget (seebudin?akummgsengethaha) dan ta suke backstabbers. :D

4. penerima award yg bertuah ialahhhh.... :P

    err. sapesape? spe nk? sile angkt kaki dan roger aku. haha :P

    yg btuah ; 

budin [mu bosan ngat owp?amek hor bwat! haha]

ara,

iffah adekku >:)

lily [klu ade mase :D]

hajar

cik rabi'ah

risq

zhaff

[xde idea dah. later la ye!]

oggayh! bejaye juge akhernye. haha xD

skrg da abes 4 novel. 

3 more to go. hek :P

this thurs till sat mak suh aku marathon blja drvg.

gaaah.

penatnye, tp sbb aku suke xpela.

haha.

sbb da gatal sgt nk bwk kete, 

adek2 aku jd mgse tmn aku drive g kedai.

huahua. >:)

thats all for now. :D

o0psie. hold on.

warga2 5 teguh yg menjenguk (as if korg nk jgk. sob3)

g la kat blog klas.

smgt abes femau buat tu.

tabik spring la mau.

dan trimas bg can aku edit blog tu.

haha. [evn ko kte aku ngade2 nk tuka. hek :P]

enuff for now,

outta 'ere,

assalamualaikum.